08/17/2026
āMaster Or Noneā
That was the message that was relayed to me.
A few months ago, I pulled an oracle card for myself. I got the āDark Night of the Soul.ā It said I was ready for a more real and radiant relationship with the Divine. My preconceived ideas and safe, limiting beliefs may need to be sacrificed for this to happen. To the Divine, these are only the clothing of my spirit. The Divine was going to strip away those barriers. This sort of spiritual death is an opening to new life.
My first reaction was, āNooooooā¦š© not againā Life was good. What could possibly come up now?
Then, a few weeks ago, everything seemed to go downhill. One problem after another. I no longer felt inspired to post or teach. I tried to fulfill my duties by providing free monthly readings, hoping that would be enough to satisfy the Divine.
But it wasnāt.
Eventually, I reached out to my friend Jennifer for a Reiki session and that was when she relayed several messages, including the one I had been avoiding: āMaster or none.ā
I needed to continue my learning, teaching, and self-healing. In a way, I had been pushing back. If Iām meant to live and enjoy this life, why canāt I just live right now?
The āDark Night of the Soulā was an advanced initiation, challenging me to choose between mastering my craft and simply living and enjoying life.
The thing is, I donāt have to choose. I donāt have to give up my life, but I do have to continue my work and learning. Because in the end, this work is also meant to help me.
Being the healer while also being the one who needs healing can be especially exhausting and lonely. There are more of us who go through this, but we keep it to ourselves, believing no one gets it. No one cares. No one can help.
But I see you. And this is your reminder that you are not alone.
āØSending you strength, clarity, and love to keep goingāØ