conscious._.dancer

09/10/2022

Gonna assume that everyone who has liked/followed my page in the LAST YEAR is a bot.

09/10/2022

And as always...no reply...as to where...y'all...found me...

09/09/2022

Not sure where everyone is finding me now and why people are still liking this page...so so curious to know where you found me!

04/08/2022

I feel like I’m in this vortex of time - this space where time and space do not exist. Where nothing ever changes, nothing ever grows. Where no one ever grows up, no one ever leaves. I feel stuck in this area of no time and space. Like I’m in a pocket where nothing ever happens. Where words don't come out, because there is nothing left to say....

I feel like I’m in this vortex of time – this space where time and space do not exist. Where nothing ever changes, nothing ever grows. Where no one ever grows up, no one ever leaves. I feel s…

04/07/2022

God has really been testing me lately.Testing my patience. Every day. I wake up to the same. Exact. Day. It’s like one of those movies - Groundhog Day or 12:01. Except. It’s not a movie. Far from it, it’s reality. I feel like I’m stuck in some kind of matrix - some kind of specific program that feels like I am waking up to the same exact day....

God has really been testing me lately.Testing my patience. Every day. I wake up to the same. Exact. Day. It’s like one of those movies – Groundhog Day or 12:01. Except. It’s not a movie. Far …

04/06/2022

I guess I am old enough to be a “woman.” Yet I don’t feel like one. Yes, one gets their period and is in one stage of being classified as a woman. One turns 18 which is the typical age of being done with the main part of school, for those who go, and yet again, another stage of being called a woman....

I guess I am old enough to be a “woman.” Yet I don’t feel like one. Yes, one gets their period and is in one stage of being classified as a woman. One turns 18 which is the typical age of being don…

04/04/2022

As I walk around the kitchen minding my own business, I make myself a cup of tea. I sense as my father walks near me, making his own plate of food. I pour the boiled water over a cup that already has a tea bag in it. Green tea. My favorite kind of tea. It says “antioxidant” which always makes me feel great....

As I walk around the kitchen minding my own business, I make myself a cup of tea. I sense as my father walks near me, making his own plate of food. I pour the boiled water over a cup that already h…

03/31/2022

Most of the time, I don’t really know what to do with myself. I’ve tried keeping myself busy - as busy as I can be. Yet, there are still spaces. Spaces of emptiness. Spaces where I just don’t know what to do with myself. I run from these times of emptiness. I find it challenging to really sit with myself during those spaces....

Most of the time, I don’t really know what to do with myself. I’ve tried keeping myself busy – as busy as I can be. Yet, there are still spaces. Spaces of emptiness. Spaces where I just don’t…

03/30/2022

Hi all. I have recently started writing my new book, though it hasn’t been going as I planned. Not that I’d expected people to answer right away, but it would’ve been nice. Nice to have found a few of those who are committed enough to answer me daily with at least one email to start. Of course, I may have been more specific in my announcement, looking for people to interview - to share their stories with me - specific by telling people the guidelines I wrote about above....

Hi all. I have recently started writing my new book, though it hasn’t been going as I planned. Not that I’d expected people to answer right away, but it would’ve been nice. Nice to have found a few…

03/24/2022

WHO WANTS TO BE SEEN AND HEARD THROUGH THE SHARING OF YOUR STORY?! CONNECT WITH ME @ [email protected]

Please don't be afraid to reach out 🧚‍♀️

03/23/2022

LINK BELOW ⬇️

HI I FINALLY WROTE MY BOOK 📖 ☺️
PLEASE SUPPORT ME 🙏

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Hello everybody!
Please support my business by buying my book or recommending it to others 🥰
I would be SO grateful!!

I am 22 years old, granted, I wanted to write a book way earlier, but that's ok. I'm happy that I got to write a book during those special numbers of "22" 🙂

I pretty much just write about my childhood experience and I want to say how I overcome the events that occur, but if I'm being honest, I still partly live in the past.

Please do support me, I would super appreciate it! ✨💜

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09W153LSF/ref=redir_mobile_desktop?_encoding=UTF8&fbclid=IwAR0vi191n5Co79zIna5TuwN2X-U9zjLwZIF2NccDXlKpO4yRUu7OBZM1D1I&qid=1648047792&ref_=tmm_pap_swatch_0&sr=8-1

03/23/2022

For REAL though

I've been with my long distance relationship boyfriend for only a month now, but we've gotten to know each other on such deep levels - through our shadows as well as our light aspects ☯️ it's been an incredible journey of self exploration as well as deep and vulnerable connection. We both have a hard time letting down our walls and completely surrendering in trust, so our walls aren't super down, but we're getting there.

Anyway. I just reeeeaaaally wanna hug him and feel him with me physically 😔 💜

The relationship certainly does create this longing and desperation within myself for this person. Phone calls help to hear his voice 🥰

As well as, I'm not really gaining many subscribers on my YouTube channel and business has been S L O W on my blog as well. Go to my profile to see my channel!!

I'm also trying to find ways of moving out and getting a place of my own through petsitting and housesitting, but it has been, nevertheless, slow 🐌

I want to scream.