03/14/2026
Blessed Friday the 13th: Day of the Divine Feminine (2 months in a row!)
Have you ever read a book that completely stuck with you, not only for the words, but where you were at in your life? “Love in the time of Cholera” during Christmas 2010 in Miami right after having broken up with my college boyfriend. I read “Untamed” the Spring of 2022, a month after my life imploded, sitting alone in recently acquired apartment that I had rented sight unseen. This past fall, “Lady Tan’s Circle of Women” was that for me. Reading this, and some divinely orchestrated events around that time, activated something profound in me in regard to my work in helping the female collective.
I go into more detail in my latest Substack post about the book and what transpired a few months ago. This was the beginning of a significant healing portal for me regarding abuse from men. Which was massively provoked about 6 weeks ago when I read the contents of the “emails”. I know I am not alone when I say how completely dysregulating that was because I have had many multiple conversations with other women about how they have been moving through it themselves this past month. Our individual and collective pain from abuse coming to the surface. It has definitely been an opportunity for me to heal deeper layers, and confront shadow aspects of myself that I was previously blind to: the way I would fawn towards abusers and my own internalized misogyny (yup, massive ick of myself).
Months of contraction, expansion, contraction, expansion. All of these swirling emotions hit a zenith right before the last eclipse where I found myself alone in my car on a country road and screamed at the top of my lungs. Feeling sacred rage “put these ‘elites’ in front of me and I will rip them apart w my bare hands”. The Dark Feminine initiated. I felt like a deflated balloon for several days, and now…feeling clear, grounded, purposeful and aligned. Welcome to the alchemical process, turning lead into mf-ing gold.
Anyways, I would love to hear what books have had a profound impact on your lives in the comments.