Ryan Haddon, Solebury, PA (2026)

02/25/2022

When we’re conscious, we allow the grace of pain to redirect us.

We notice the tug of discomfort when we’re out of alignment.

It becomes easier to read what’s happening around you, how you feel, and to trust your way forward. ⁠
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We get to catch ourselves being externally focused, and we notice when we’re going unconscious.

It's the World we live in that pushes the chase for things outside of us for the keys to the kingdom.

And the different ways we use checks and balances of what success is and how we deem ourselves worthy of it. ⁠
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When you finally unhook from that toxic matrix and it’s lame measuring system, and say instead:

There is no rescue party coming to save me.

There's no relationship that's going to solve this.

There's no magic bank account that will fix this feeling of lack.

There's no ideal weight on a scale that will deliver me self love.

And you release all these illusory things you’ve held out for, and instead realize you’re your own greatest asset. The one you’ve been looking for in everything and everyone else, you become free.

It’s just you. In the world. Creating contexts to love yourself more.

Then you can enjoy this matrix in a whole other way.

It’s more lighthearted.

You cling less to preferred outcomes and therefore you suffer less.

You get to play in it, but it doesn’t play you.

That is real empowerment worth seeking. ⁠

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02/08/2022

The Sanjali candle is back in stock and ready to ship!⁠
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We sold out over the holidays and have received so many beautiful reviews from people. It was just featured by the editors of as one of the best Valentine’s Day gifts. ⁠
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The Sanjali candle offers so many intentional benefits:⁠
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❥ It was created to physically purify and energetically cleanse your sacred space with Palo Santo. While Wild Rose decreases stress, and Night Blooming Jasmine opens and balances the heart.⁠
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❥ Featuring hand poured coconut wax which burns clean for over 40 hours. All infused with ethically sourced pure essential oils.⁠
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❥ The keepsake Merkaba vessel glows the sacred symbol when lit to uplift the spirit.⁠

🖤 The etching on the lid with the phrase “I Am Source Love Light” is an alchemical affirmation that uplevels your vibration when repeated.
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❥ The scent is both woodsy and floral, but not overpowering. And yet it permeates the space you’re in. ⁠
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It is truly super special. And I’m so happy to offer it to you! ⁠
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Available now on ryanhaddon.com⁠
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08/29/2021

I woke up in tears in the middle of the night. Deeply sad several people close to me consenting to something they don’t actually want. ⁠
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We talk about ‘free will’ and nothing about their choice seems free. It’s as if they’re coerced to a breaking point and it feels to them like they have no choice at all. I’m weeping for their unknown path forward, given all that I believe.⁠
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There are other concerns. Sadness for the World as it is, knowing we’re in transition and it’s painfully ratcheting up around us, as it must, for things to shift. ⁠
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There is always a low bottom before a sweeping of Grace, when new possibilities emerge. But in that moment in the dark, tears on my pillow, I can only feel all of it. And a low grade panic. The overwhelm of what’s sure to come next. ⁠
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I silently call to all the beings in the unseen and the Angelic realm to be with me. And I also become aware of the presence of my beloved cat pressed in, laying alongside me. The vibration of his purring sending reassuring, familiar sound codes through me. And it jogs a remembering that all is well right now. That I only ever have one moment at time. That I have been carried to this place in my life where know what I am. I know what I’m doing. I’m clear. And it drops me right into gratitude and love of the journey. ⁠
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Because that’s all I ever have control over anyway: my state, my values, my spiritual connection, my bodily sovereignty, and I know to my core the lengths I’m willing to go to, to protect those precious things. ⁠
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And that feels resonant in the quiet dark night, knowing that’s all I can truly rest in, while other things rise and fall around me. ⁠
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I’m sending blessings to you as you find yourself in these moments of feeling lost or overwhelmed in this period of time. ⁠
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May you find what grounds and reminds you of your latent power, your connectivity to All That Is, and the vast love always available to you.

08/27/2021

I joined to discuss tips for transitioning from virtual to in-person work and how to face any fears and manage any anxiety that may come with this. ⁠
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We are defining triggers as feeling a contraction. Sometimes it manifests in the body and we feel a tightness or we might have an emotional outburst. These are usually little flags on the field to what your specific triggers are. These triggers can happen around people, because you might not be used to working around people anymore.⁠
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As much as we may love our co-workers, we are not used to sharing space like we once were, or sitting in board meetings, so it's important to enter back into the work realm with so much compassion to yourself and your co-workers in this transition. 🤍⁠
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08/26/2021

We know this. ⁠
And yet we get distracted by all the headlines. Yanked back into lack: When this happens, I’ll be set. When the World calms down, there will be peace. When everyone is on the same page, it will be harmonious. After the kids go back to school, self-care will resurface. ⁠
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These illusory timelines and external circumstance nonsense that robs you from just dropping into right now. It’s all right here for you. Everything. Nothing out of order. Nowhere to get to. ⁠
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Take stock of what is. All the good. It can be simple and fleeting. But it’s there waiting to be noticed. ⁠
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Gratitude is a frequency. ⁠
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It’s the golden codes that contain contentment. That no matter the surrounding chaos, you hold the ability to bear witness to all of it, while STILL being grateful for standing in the abundance that is your life. ⁠
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So catch the gratitude wave. And shift your state, you powerful, creative being, you. ⁠
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08/21/2021

So many of you are making big decisions. Laying your beliefs and values on the line.

Picking up and moving to a new state. Leaving a relationship. Differing grad school. Because where you live, who you love, or where you learn doesn’t align with who you are anymore.

And it’s not been easy to come to these decisions. You can’t see the way clearly, and the loss of what you’re leaving behind, painful. Wrenching, even. Because it’s feeling thrust upon you. Your hand forced.

And what’s different this time, is usually there’s a flood of relief after a life-altering decision you’ve deeply labored over. You’re not experiencing that grace, that levity, it’s just a plodding through, while you look around seeing fires everywhere. It can definitely feel like a heavy time, friend. You’re in good company. So many deep in I their bravery.

Every choice you make during this period sends a ripple through all space and time declaring who you are and what lengths you’re willing to go to backing up your truth.

We’re in an ascension after all, and a bifurcation is where paths with fellow travelers split. Everyone moves at their perfect pace and should be given full permission to make their respective choices at this physical and spiritual crossroads.

I’m hoping you’re feeling proud of who you are and how you’re showing up. I see you. And I’m with you all the way.

Keep questioning the narrative. Stay curious. Love yourself deeply. Trust how you’re being led forward.

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08/16/2021

It can be an overwhelming time. ⁠
So much happening on the global stage. And you feel powerless. Which can feel like you’re failing, or in chaos.⁠
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What if that’s what has actually always been true? You’ve been under a spell, a delusion that you had to have some external power to stand tall in this World. ⁠
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Maybe you can cut that loose now. ⁠
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Out of necessity. So you don’t go under the waves of panic. Just because it’s unfamiliar doesn’t mean it’s wrong or happening outside of a divine plan. ⁠
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I know this to be true on my own timeline. Whenever contractions happen around me, I’ve learned to seek refuge within, and I always become closer to the authentic me. ⁠
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So Breathe often. Feel your connection to the Earth beneath you. Remember you came here for this. You don’t have to see all outcomes to be in your faith. You can be guided one step at a time. ⁠
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Chances are, you’ve wanted to be fully embodied mentally, spiritually and physically for a long time now, perhaps lifetimes. And you have this opportunity as it’s unfolding in real time. ⁠
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It’s here for you to become this version that knows her way by being guided from the highest part of you, from within. Hone THAT voice. Turn away from the noise. While also loving and honoring all that you are right now. ⁠
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This will be enough to move us into whatever comes next. ⁠
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Love to you. ⁠
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08/13/2021

I tried to find myself in so many places. Therapy. Treatment. Seminars. Workshops. Ashrams. Retreats. Nothing could fix me until I became willing to take total responsibility for my state. ⁠⁠
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Addiction came onto my life screen as a blessing to help me blow through the safety nets, family checkpoints, friend circles, relationship blankets, and spiritual cushions. ⁠⁠
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So I could deeply realize there was no rescue party coming. It had to be me. ⁠⁠
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I needed to show up for myself completely with the stakes being so high. I’d backed myself into a corner so that I’d finally learn to anchor into myself. ⁠
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Did I have help, yes. Did people point the way, absolutely. Gratitude for all those beings littered on my path. But my commitment to becoming my own solution had to be unwavering. ⁠⁠
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And it really does boil down to choices on your journey and what you’re prepared to do to fully commit to your evolution. ⁠⁠
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Sometimes you’re doing everything right on the outside but there are still places within that aren’t ready. And you realize it later, in hindsight. ⁠
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We talk about this time being an awakening of sorts. Of people becoming more than they were before this tumultuous period. Some finding their voice for the first time, doubling down into their truth, claiming themselves in a way they haven’t before, and taking full self-responsibility despite what’s going on around them. ⁠⁠
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Reminding you there’s nothing wrong. This might be a refining period. Evolving and ascending takes love, devotion and faith in the process. You’re doing it. Admiring you so much. ⁠⁠
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08/11/2021

In the end there is only Love. ⁠⁠
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There’s a time to become more than you are. ⁠⁠
A time to rest and calibrate. ⁠⁠
A moment to ratify and also one to unify. ⁠⁠
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We have our differences, as well as our sameness in wanting to be safe. To feel the power of our numbers moving things forward in healing and wellness. We might not see it unfolding in the same way, but our hearts are connected in that common goal.⁠⁠
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We all empty into a sea of Love. ⁠⁠
I’ll meet you there. ⁠⁠
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08/07/2021

Accessing your Higher Self.

Who wouldn’t want to take direction from that part of you that’s connected to the highest source of love and wisdom in the Universe.

The Higher Self being a fractal of Source itself.

How to anchor into that?

Sometimes the quickest way of knowing what that looks and feels like is knowing what it’s not.

With you becoming familiar with the other aspects of yourself so you’d know which one in play. Is the Inner Child having a tantrum, the Subconscious Mind spitting programming, the Ego wanting to dominate, the Shadow disowning the undesirable traits by wearing Masks to compensate.

When you’re familiar with these parts of you, and are in active dialogue them, accepting that they are ultimately trying to move you into balance and wholeness.

When you’re conscious, you’re in partnership with all these human aspects of yourself. No one leading the charge. They’re all integrated. So they don’t have to act out to get your attention. And the Higher Self’s 30,000 foot view of your life, that knows what decisions are for your highest good can become a booming voice and presence. It’s one that becomes easy to access and to trust taking direction from.

This takes time and patience. But it starts with willingness. To stop looking outside you. By getting curious about what’s going on within. And allowing the inner child, subconscious mind, ego, shadow to be heard, so it can cohabit nicely.

And when you’re triggered, shaken, or activated, you can ask “who’s in play right now?” giving a platform for what it needs and what it’s message is for you. And then you heal.

This is the roadmap. The more you do this, the less noise goes on within you, and your Higher Self has more space to take up room to guide and direct your life.

It’s all so much fun. A puzzle. I love to help people fit their pieces together with my work. I am here for you if you feel called to move into this next level of knowing and loving yourself.

08/02/2021

I wonder…⁠
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So much more powerful than worry. ⁠
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I wonder how this will work itself out?⁠
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I wonder when the shift will happen?⁠
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I wonder what it will take for them to move through this trigger?⁠
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Practicing being in wonder rather than worry creates a back door entrance to an inner climate of faith. ⁠
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Wondering is you trusting things are being moved around on the board around us, outside of your control and limiting projections running point beneath the surface. ⁠
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By wondering you stealthily move yourself into a frequency of surrender where humility lives, and the ego can’t take up residence. All good things roll out from there. ⁠
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07/30/2021

It’s the first time in my life I have no one I aspire to.

There was always some model or celebrity growing up. And later some prestigious journalist, or even a health practitioner, a self help guru I looked to, thinking they were somehow worth shaping myself into as I followed behind.

There are no linear steps to fall in line with anymore. There’s no formula or gatekeepers of abundance, success or fulfillment.

Those things all exist independently outside of these outgrown paradigms now.

There is nobody I look to out there on the World stage.

And not it’s because I’m so “sovereign” that I’m not looking outside of me. Although that’s mostly true. I certainly look to my own path and trust every step of my journey. But what’s also become true is that I don’t revere anyone. The false prophets and fake idols have had their day. Their elevated status was contrived and created to keep others bound. I feel done with what’s been peddled by them and their crumbling egos, grasping at the court of public opinion.

The ones I now admire seek alternative sources of information and are brave enough to speak it out loud. They are so steeped in their innate power that they point me back to my own, so I can transmute their inspired voice into my experience, folding it in seamlessly.

I look to those who are deeply in service to others, who are living and breathing their connection to spirit. I can sense their integration. And I respect the journeying it’s taken for them to claim that higher ground.

In this dying culture, the leaders of the new earth should rise with this criteria.

You are one of them. Take heart. Hear all the resonant voices around you, those anchored in their love of humanity. Then create a deep connection with your own beautiful, unique expression. It’s needed as we remember, we are sheparding each other into our sense of wholeness.

Ryan Haddon