04/20/2026
To say the last two years has been the hardest time in my life would be an understatement. I’ve lost more than I ever could have imagined. It was never my plan and it wasn’t by chance.
But it was always Gods plan.
God had to break the belief that I had in myself that I could do everything on my own. He had to isolate me from familiar comfort, he had to strip away distractions to make my life quiet enough to hear him.
I started to hear him and for months I wasn’t listening. Life continued to get harder, the deepest sadness I have ever felt settled in, the type of sadness that makes you question how you keep going.
I finally started listening, I dropped to my knees and surrendered to God. I prayed to him my sadness, my fears, my anxiety and I asked for his help. Almost immediate relief, the weight on my heart and soul was lighter. I found God and Jesus Christ and I no longer had to do this alone.
“Don’t worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:6-7
