09/03/2026
This morning, I was looking back at some of the reviews from my first breathwork sessions in April 2023 and realized I’ve been facilitating this work for over three years now.
I remember how unsure I felt during some of those first sessions. And even before that, there was a version of me who was genuinely terrified by the idea of guiding people through any kind of experience, let alone a trauma informed breathwork experience.
It feels really sweet looking at that version of myself from where I am now.
In the last three years, I’ve guided hundreds of experiences. I’ve facilitated groups, workshops, one on one sessions, collaborations, and at one point guided an event of more than 50 people through an experience. I’ve received so much positive feedback and appreciation from people who have trusted me to hold space for them.
But what’s really sticking out to me most is how much I trust myself now.
I trust my training. I trust my presence. I feel more confident guiding these experiences and I’m not sitting there wondering if I’m capable of holding space the way I did in some of those early sessions. I know what I bring into the space.
Looking back at those first reviews has me connecting with all these younger versions of myself who really didn’t know if I could do it.
The version who was terrified to guide anyone.
The version who did it anyway but still questioned herself.
The version who kept showing up and gaining experience and finding her own way of facilitating this work.
I feel a lot of pride and admiration for those younger me’s today. I had no idea how many people I was eventually going to sit beside, breathe with, support and witness.
I’ve really come a long way.
It’s important for us to take time to honor how far we’ve come. Today, I’m making some space to celebrate myself.
If you can look backwards for yourself a moment, let me know how far you’ve come with something in the comments. I’d love to celebrate you too 💚
Pictured: Me before, and during, my first ever in-person group breathwork session I facilitated on July 29, 2023.