Energetic & Spiritual Healing

06/10/2026

06/08/2026

For whoever needs to hear this today. 💖

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05/17/2026

The body becomes the archive of every unwept tear.

What could not be expressed is not gone.

The psyche remembers. The nervous system remembers. The body remembers.

What was too much, too soon, too lonely, too confusing, or too dangerous to feel fully in the moment often remains suspended within us — not as punishment, but as unfinished experience.

Many of us learned very early that grief interrupted the field around us. That sadness burdened others. That vulnerability threatened attachment. That our tears would not be met, mirrored, or welcomed.

So we learned to continue. To function. To organize around survival.

And the body, in its extraordinary intelligence, carried what the conscious mind could not.

Sometimes this appears as chronic tension, numbness, anxiety, collapse, hypervigilance, exhaustion, or the persistent feeling that something ancient is moving underneath ordinary life.

Not because we are broken.

But because the unlived life continues to call to us from beneath the surface.

There are tears that belong not only to present disappointments, but to decades of self-abandonment. To the child who learned to become useful instead of real. To the nervous system that never received the conditions necessary to soften. To the grief of having to leave ourselves in order to remain connected.

Healing, then, is not simply about insight.

It is about creating the conditions where mourning can finally continue.

A slower breath. A more compassionate inner relationship. A body that no longer has to brace against its own feeling. A relational field where tenderness becomes possible.

Over time, the frozen material begins to thaw.

And what once appeared as symptom, resistance, overreaction, or fragility may reveal itself as grief waiting for witness… grief waiting for companionship… grief waiting for love.

Even the unwept tear is a doorway to compassion.

05/15/2026

UPDATE/ANNOUNCEMENT to my beautiful clients and community,

I am so grateful for your continued support over the years and for allowing me to do this work that I love so deeply.

As the cost of rent and operating expenses continues to rise, I will be adjusting my session rates beginning July 1, 2026.

Updated pricing:
• 30 minutes — $70
• 60 minutes — $100
• 90 minutes — $130

I will also be implementing a 12-hour cancellation policy beginning July 1. Appointments canceled with less than 12 hours notice will be invoiced 50% of the session fee.

Thank you for your understanding and for supporting my small healing practice. I appreciate each and every one of you more than you know.

With love and gratitude,
April

05/01/2026

Tonight, the Full Flower Moon rises in Scorpio on Beltane for the first time since 1988.

Beltane is the ancient Celtic fire festival marking the exact midpoint between the Spring Equinox and the Summer Solstice. It is believed to be the most powerful night of the year for love, growth, and manifestation.

Tonight, Flower Moon in Scorpio rises to meet it.

Scorpio’s fiery power merges with Flower Moon’s transformative watery depth. Two forces that have not aligned like this in 38 years.

Beltane says: step into the fire. Let it burn away what is holding you back.

The Flower Moon says: what survives the fire, blooms.

Tonight, if you feel called to…

Light a candle. 🕯️
Stand barefoot on the earth. 🌍
Look up at the moon. 🌕
And announce, out loud, what you are ready to grow. ❤️

03/24/2026

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02/19/2026

Heads up, beautiful souls! I will be away on vacation 2/19 - 3/2. I will have no phone service, but i should have some access to internet, emails, and texts. Please be patient if you don’t hear back from me quickly. I would love to see you in March! 💖💖💖💖

02/18/2026

01/31/2026

A lot of people think this walk by Buddhist monks is just walking.
It’s not.

It’s a moving mirror.
And honestly, it makes modern society uncomfortable.

Here’s why:

This Walk for Peace isn’t about distance.
It’s about how human beings are meant to move through the world.

1. Courage

They walk into uncertainty with no guarantees.
Cold. Heat. Fatigue. Loneliness.
Nothing is dramatized. Nothing is resisted.
No flexing. No bravado.
Just quiet courage—the kind that makes loud “tough talk” look fragile.

2. Determination

They don’t quit when it gets hard. And it does get hard.
Every step is deliberate.
They remind us that purpose matters more than comfort.
The road isn’t the enemy. Giving up is.

3. Willpower

Their minds lead. Their bodies follow.
Pain is noticed—but not obeyed.
No force. No theatrics. Just discipline.
Real strength is self-control, not domination.

4. Patience

They don’t rush. They don’t rage.
Delays aren’t insults. Obstacles aren’t personal attacks.
Patience turns suffering into training.
Peace doesn’t grow in impatient soil.

5. Humility

No spotlight chasing. No ego parade.
They walk gently, not loudly.
They don’t need applause to know who they are.
True greatness doesn’t announce itself.

6. Compassion

They aren’t walking only for themselves.
Each step is for suffering they may never witness—
friends, strangers, even people who might never agree with them.
That level of compassion unsettles people,
because it quietly asks more of us.

And beside them walks Aloka—a rescued dog.
No robes. No vows. No philosophy.
Just presence.
Somehow reminding the world that peace doesn’t require perfection—only kindness.

7. Non-Violence

They don’t argue their way to peace.
They embody it.
Hostility meets silence. Anger meets calm.
Peace isn’t demanded. It’s demonstrated.

8. Discipline

Same routines. Same standards. Every day.
Not harsh—consistent.
Discipline creates clarity, not control.
Freedom doesn’t come from chaos.

9. Mindfulness

They are actually present. Imagine that.
Each breath. Each step. Each moment.
Walking becomes meditation.
Life becomes intentional instead of reactive.

10. Faith

They don’t see the whole path—and walk anyway.
Not blind belief. Deep trust.
Faith is what keeps them moving when certainty disappears.

11. Unity

No one rushes ahead. No one is left behind.
Same pace. Same purpose.
Together over ego.
That alone challenges everything we’ve been taught.

12. Sacrifice

Comfort is optional. Convenience is surrendered.
They walk for something larger than themselves—without complaining.
Peace has never been free.

Final thought

This walk is a sermon without words.
No shouting. No signs. No slogans.

Just example.

Every step teaches.
Every footprint leaves a lesson.

And as these monks—and one quiet dog—move through the world,
they aren’t trying to change it by force.

They’re showing us what peace looks like
when it’s lived,
not preached.

01/25/2026

Think, before you react

The Power of the Pause ⏸️❤️
Buddhist teachings emphasize that the mind, when untrained, reacts automatically-like an echo responding to sound. Between Breath and Action points to the mindful gap the Buddha encouraged us to cultivate. In that single breath, we can notice anger arise without becoming anger, feel fear without acting from fear. This pause is the practice of Right Mindfulness and Right Effort: observing the mind with patience and responding with intention. When we think before reacting, we weaken ignorance and strengthen wisdom. Each mindful response becomes an act of compassion-toward ourselves and toward others-reducing suffering instead of multiplying it.