07/04/2026
July 4, 2026
Happy birthday, USA!
Last year, the littles and their cousins ran a kids firecracker race at the crack of dawn on July 4th and loved it. Levi and I cheered from the sidelines because even though he was much healthier than the previous 4th of July (that he was hospitalized for), he was still taking daily chemo and was VERY sensitive to the heat.
Fast forward to this year, the littles and cousins wanted to sign up again, each VERY confident they were going to win the whole thing 🤣. I was pretty sure I knew Levi's answer but asked him anyway if he wanted to run to which he replied "uh, NO." I mean, kid comes by it honestly - Mama ALSO hates running. And running first thing in the morning in a sauna? Hard pass. Well, joke's on me...
Last night at 10 pm as he was crawling into bed, Levi started talking about how excited he was to run the race in the morning. Uh, I beg your finest pardon, sir? I figured in the morning he'd get there and be all like, nah, I'm good but that....was not the case. He was so excited saying that his shoes make him fast and will blow smoke as he runs. Fantastic 😬. I quick registered him and we hit the starting line.
Was I prepared to do anything at this race but meet kids at the finish line? Nope. Was I wearing CHACOS, a skort, a hair claw and regular undergarments (IYKYK 🙈)? Yes. But away went went and thankfully my MIL took over halfway through because I assumed I would be dragging him at a walking pace through the race but that sweet boy actually jogged the entire race! People were cheering him on so he was definitely slowed by waving to everyone on the sidelines in what was clearly a parade for him but he just kept trucking along. I was fighting back tears and just wanted to tell everyone that not only was this a kid with DS that they were cheering for but that he had also just beat cancer 😭😭😭. (Am I trying not to cry while typing this? Probably.)
It's been a long few years but seeing him be a kid again helps heal me a little bit at a time. I'll never be the same, but I have hope that he will be - he is resilient and brave and out there doing big things ❤️
One day at a time.