06/10/2026
This week has been hard on me. It is 1:30am, and I am still attempting to sleep. Mama is taking care of me for the third night in a row.
15 recalled insulin pumps… 3 additional failed pumps (so far)…
A routine pump change, which we do every 2-3 nights. Followed by two failed pumps from the same box. No insulin was being delivered. The canulas were not opened at the end, so no insulin was being delivered to me and I need insulin to live. Finally, a pump that partially seemed to work. I ran a little high, but was at least getting insulin again. I continued to have insulin on board, but never made it to a point where I had 0 insulin on board. Something still didn’t seem right. Finally I stayed level around my target for a few hours. I ate dinner, went to bed and we were once again woken by alarms. I wasn’t getting insulin again. Another failed pump from a different box.
People don’t see the behind the scenes struggles - the all night watching numbers, drinking water, exercising, changing pumps, beeping every 5 minutes… these times all because of issues with technology. It didn’t have anything to do with what I ate, exercising, swimming, or anything that was within my control. Diabetes is not something that can be dealt with later - it requires immediate attention when something goes wrong.
Hoping this new pump lets me continue to sleep and go back in range at a steady glucose.