19/08/2026
I used to think I could only paint when I was sad.
But now I know what was actually going on.
My instinct was only partially right — but my body is way more intelligent than I give it credit for. (And so is yours😉).
Painting activates the parasympathetic nervous system — the branch responsible for safety and calm. The repetitive rhythm of the brush drops cortisol, quiets the mind, and gives the body permission to soften what it’s been gripping.
This isn’t somatic release in the way movement or TRE is.
It’s somatic safety.
It’s the body feeling settled enough to let go of what it’s been holding — not through force, but through gentle presence.
This brain of mine - which I’m loving to get to know after all these years- has what’s called a “persistently active” default mode network.😂😂 (...Um-Ja, you don’t say!?!) In most brains, the default mode network — the part responsible for daydreaming, self-referential thinking, and mind wandering — switches off when you focus on a task. In the ADHD brain, it often doesn’t. It keeps running in the background, sometimes in the foreground, competing with whatever you’re trying to concentrate on.
Our inner world is so loud even when our outer world is still. (Which explains the urgent naps I’ve needed my whole life after being around too many people).
It’s also why ADHD brains are rarely bored internally — there’s always something running. A thought, a feeling, a memory, a half-formed idea.
And it’s why external stimulation — music, movement, doodling, painting — can actually help focus rather than hinder it. It gives the restless background noise somewhere to go, freeing up the foreground for presence
So - now I understand WHY the processing always happens here.😍
I am so grateful for these gifts: the brain, the painting, the lessons, and life with all its magic!!🌈- it just blows me away❤️❤️❤️