06/18/2026
I am in it right now.
A big growth edge. Something I have been circling for a while. The decision has been made. Not even that deep down, honestly. Pretty close to the surface.
And everything between here and actually doing it? That is just me negotiating with fear and old wounds.
There is something nobody really tells you about growth: sometimes the scariest part is not that it won't work. It is the quiet terror of what happens if it does. What changes. What you have to let go of. Who you become on the other side.
I work with this with people every day and I am not immune to it. Not even close.
If you are standing at your own edge right now, I see you. The gap between knowing and doing is where all the negotiating happens.
Keep going anyway.
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