08/09/2026
Forgive yourself for all the times you have put your energy into wanting something from someone else, wanting them to hear you, see you, notice you, validate you, love you or choose you. The weight of that wanting is what you have been carrying.
You may not think that this is something you need to forgive yourself for, but every time you have looked outside yourself for something you already hold within, you have given away a little of your own power and life-force energy.
Spirit brings through the word “beseech” - to ask or plead with someone with intense urgency. Where have you been beseeching another person for something you could give yourself? Where have you been waiting for someone else to confirm your worth, your importance or your lovability?
Today, with the energy of the 9/9 portal, you are being invited to complete this cycle and put it to rest. You no longer need to chase, plead, convince or wait for someone else to give you what already exists within you.
And then comes the energy of 7 - the number of inner wisdom, spiritual reflection, truth and the journey inward. Seven reminds you that not every answer will come from another person.
Forgive yourself. Call your energy back. Release the weight of the want.
You have everything you need within and around you to grow.
And when you stop carrying what was never yours to carry, your wings finally have space to open. 🦋✨
